He's Not Finished With Me Yet!

The song "Wait and See" by Brandon Heath brings comfort during what I'm experiencing right now.



The night has been long. Lay on the right side and it hurt. Lay on the left side and it's better but have to lay a certain way. Kept waking up having to reposition. Up at 3:30 am as I couldn't sleep. More lumps on the head. The ones already there have grown. I now have one on my shoulder about the circumference of a baseball, and one in my armpit about the size of an egg. Still all on the left side. Along with numbing in my forhead and the top of my head. I don't feel well and am just wiped out. Have been the past couple of days. It's getting to where it hurts to talk.

Am I scared, well I woldn't say that, but yes, concerned. But then this morning--I love God's timing--hubby turned on some worship music on the tv and the above song came on. I knew then it was meant for me. He's not finished with me yet. I have a lot more to do here on earth before He takes me home. Am I ready to go home? Yes as I can't wait to meet our maker and leave the ways of the flesh and world; but know that I'm needed hear right now. I need to learn more aobut our Father and grow closer first. He has work for me to do first. So a certain peace and comfort has come over me.

What bothers me most is the thought of needles going into these things that already hurt. The thought of a needle going in my neck makes me nervous. The numbing stuff is even worse. But better to know what is going on than keep suffering.

Please say a prayer for my family and I. I know hubby and son and sister is very concerned. Ask for peace and comfort to come over them as well. Thank you and God Bless!

More CA

We are having a great time here. Graduation was awesome. We went to hubby's stepsisters house for breakfast afterwards and sat and reaquainted with them. We finally met the other two fo the three boys. What handsome young lads they are too. Of course the oldest is 18. He is going into the army next year. The next one is 14 and the youngest is 11 or 12.

We still haven't met his brothers youngest yet. We should get to tomorrow unless they will be at their sisters tonight. We are going back there tonight, as hubby and her set up a (what was suppose to be a suprise ;)) birthday cake for me tonight. Is that so sweet or what. I got after him for it, as we are here for her son's graduation. But just the same, I won't complain as the gesture is just too kind. His sister is such a sweet heart. Beautiful woman. I love all his family.

Anyway, not much time before we are off and running again. Between graduation and coming back here we went shopping for gifts for the kiddo's and our kids; then out to eat. Taking a short break and then back out. How I so wish we didn't have to leave Sunday. Yes, I'm boo hooing. Any hoo, hubby's saying it's time to go. More to come later. Ta Ta for now.